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In 1998 I began to notice a small white patch on my face to the side of my nose. It was really small and I didn’t think much of it. But a few months later it began to get bigger and eventually covered the best part of my face. The skin in the affected areas would turn white and the skin would constantly peel off leaving a reddish rash and a good deal of discomfort, not to mention embarrassment. As the days turned into months I was devastated. I felt rejected and inferior to those around me. I consulted the best doctors, but they all gave different diagnosis, some even went as far as saying that it would spread all over my body. I was shattered. My self worth plummeted, as people looked at me different wherever I went.

 

Then by the end of 2000 the doctor who I had been consulting for about 2 years suggested that I send a little of my skin for a biopsy. This he said would leave a permanent scar on my face. Also during this time my brother had been diagnosed with cancer which led me to draw closer to God. One night as I prayed in my room at around midnight, I encountered the supernatural! I began to experience an immense burden for the lost. I began to weep for the lost; my heart felt like it was being ripped apart by a passion for souls. As I was there on my knees beside my bed, I saw a golden cloud descend into my room. It was shining all over. The experience was overwhelming. I began to tremble. I knew that God was meeting with me. I was greatly afraid. I thought I would die. The power from the cloud was indescribably great! I began worshipping God even more, almost without control. The sense of fear was so great that I asked God ‘not to kill me’. As I continued worshipping God, the Lord spoke to me and said ‘ You are for me’. I immediately surrendered my life completely over to God, specifically for ministry. Then the lord said ‘ I will make you great for my name’s sake’. After this the cloud lifted out of my room and as I went to bed that night my body continued to tremble uncontrollably and I knew that I had met with God.

 

After this experience I was greatly moved with regards to the power and awesomeness of God. I decided  to discontinue the medication. My argument was that, ‘If God is so powerful and mighty, then why should I carry a scar (if I did the biopsy) on my face for the rest of my life’? As soon as I stopped using the medication my face became worse than ever before. No one understood my decision, and it was extremely difficult to logically explain it to others. But I knew that there was no logical explanation for what I had felt and seen that night. There were days when I would look at my face in the mirror and cry uncontrollably. But the Lord kept encouraging me. Long story short, in one year the Lord completely healed me of this disease without the use of any medication. Praise The Lord!

 

After this I was greatly encouraged in my faith in God. As per clear direction from God I decided to go to Bible College after my 12th grade. Couple of weeks after I was done my final exams, I began to notice that my skin around the folds of my arms began to develop rashes, pretty soon it got so bad that I could not stretch my arms due to the pain. At first, I was confused, but later I realized that this was an attack against me and my decision to serve the Lord in full-time ministry. When I realized this, I was reminded of the God who had supernaturally healed my face. If He could do that, I said, He ‘WILL’ do this! So I began to pray for healing. I decided also, not to go to the doctors, as I figured they would give me diagnosis that would only help in discouraging me. And after all why finite physicians, when I serve the infinite God. So I began to pray and wait upon the Lord. Weeks became months and I kept becoming worse. It spread to the whole of my arms, my neck and shoulders, my thighs and the sides of my chest and tummy. My skin looked completely disfigured. The sores would ooze puss and bleed. It was extremely itchy. Many days I was afraid to go to bed, because I usually woke up to a horrible sight of bloody sheets that were stuck to my skin because of the dried up puss. The stench was most horrible. After a couple of months, my parents suggested that I leave to India, since the climate there, they said, would be better for my skin. And so I left to India. Once I got there my faith was really tested. My relatives and family friends visited me and questioned me as to the foolishness of my decision not to use medication. For the 6 months that i stayed there, people constantly suggested that I see a physician.  But I knew that if I did, I would just receive a negative report. In fact, one of my grandmother's natural-remedy healers who had seen me declared that I was poisoned and that there was something wrong with my blood. But I cried out to the Lord. And He would send men and women to me who, although they'd never seen me before, would prophesy what I was suffering from and say that my sickness was all so that the Lord could strengthen me in my faith. They also repeated to me the very same thing that had been spoken over my life through previous prophecies--I would be a healing evangelist and the Lord was giving me a sign to prove to me that He indeed was the all powerful, almighty Healer.

 

In November of 2002 I returned to Bahrain. I came back worse than when I had left. The disease now had spread to my ankles and now I could not walk. The best part of November I was bedridden. I just lay there and cried out to God. My parents were very upset--my father because he could not handle the pain of just having lost one son (my brother, who was diagnosed with cancer, went to be with the Lord in July of 2002), and seeing the other coming close to the same accused me of bringing sorrow to them. That my decision was crazy and that God could heal ‘with the help of’ physicians. My mother would come to my bedside and pray for me, one day she broke out crying. I broke down too, it was too hard for me to see what my parents were going through and so I cried out to God, the Holy Spirit told me that in one month he would heal me. During this time I would praise God, and thank Him for the healing. I would raise my hands up (as far as I could, which wasn’t too high) and thank Him for his power. At times I would question God and ask Him ‘why’, and he would show me a vision of sick people laying in the beds pleading with me to pray for them, He said, look at these people if they have to be healed through your prayer, then u first need to understand what it means to be there. And so I could be encouraged and keep pressing on. Sure enough towards the end of November, God used one of His servants to pray for me, the moment his hands touched my head I felt incredible power flowing through my body and my arms that I hadn’t stretched for months, suddenly were released. And I felt the healing power of God flowing through. Soon after, I told my mom, that I felt like I was healed. Yes, sure enough, that night I slept ‘like a baby’. I woke to find that the open sores were all closed, the puss was all gone, and the bleeding had stopped. Yes, God had done a miracle for me. I began to get better everyday. God had begun healing me from the inside.

 

But very soon I found that although the sores were healed on the inside, on the outside I still had terrible itching and many times in the morning I would find that I had itched so much that my arms were bloody, the pain was excruciating (especially when I went in for a shower). I cried and cried. At this time I had received admission at the Canada Christian College, and I was in the process of applying for my visa. The visa office asked that I have a medical exam. We were unsure what to do, because no doctor would pass me in this condition But God was good. A friend of my mother’s was friend of that doctor and on hearing about my passion and desire to serve God; he talked to the doctor for us. But we still didn’t think that he would pass me, since he was directly assigned by the Canadian embassy. But when I went in for the medical exam, he checked me head to toe and even though he saw all the open wounds he wrote down ‘medically fit’! My mother was so shocked and so was I, as we rejoiced at what God had done. A few days later my mother took one of my T-shirts that was very bloody, due to all my itching, and she prayed holding it before God. The Holy Spirit revealed to her that there was some bug that was on my skin that was causing all the itching. She rebuked it in Jesus name and commanded it to leave. Since that day I did not itch again. And in a couple of months I was completely healed.

 

Today I carry the scars of my illness, which is a testimony of the healing power of God. And I feel honored that God chose me to prove His mighty power in and through me.

 

I don't what obstacle your facing in life today, but i do know one thing- If He could heal me, He can heal you!!Freind whatever your predicament today, Jesus Is The Answer to ur every need!